Tuesday, August 12, 2014
The Adoration Chapel Was Dark
Yeh! It rained at my house!
These are the
railroad ties which were by my curb,
holding in the mulch which used to be
around the flowers planted there.
These are the kids
swimming in the street.
And this is the last
car which made it down the street (the little mini stalled out)
And this is the yard
where I won’t have to water, for a long
while
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And as I drove up at 1AM, the adoration chapel was dark.
The waters had dropped on my neighborhood streets, but
obviously impacts remained elsewhere. I
saw a couple of cars in the parking lot, and then the few candles in the
chapel. Adoration of the Blessed
Sacrament was continuing; God waited for me in the darkness.
I was alone with God for my hour. I took the candle which had stood at the
sign-in book and held it as I prayed the rosary, reading and meditating on the
Joyful Mystery meditations I had written.
In the darkness, it was one of the most enlightening adoration hours I
had ever spent.
In the quiet, which seemed even quieter in the darkness, the
presence of God felt so much more real, and the mysteries I meditated upon
seemed almost like a movie playing in a darkened theater. It all made so much sense; it all was so
beautiful, and I was part of it all. I
had numerous great insights, as I reflected on the Joyful events. Like, did you ever think about the Birth of
Jesus, and what Mary was thinking and doing?
I felt that she, like many faithful --- and scared --- first-time
mothers, must have been crying out, in pain and in prayer: “Oh Lord!
Be with me!!!”
And then for her, like no one else ever, He was.
How neat was that!?
I laughed aloud at that insight, even as I thought on Mary’s
pains --- and I knew she would understand.
I thought a lot about good things, and painful things this night, as God
and I discussed things, as I prayed aloud to Him my thoughts. And I knew He was there with me, even as He
was presented in the Temple that first time to His Father, and then later as a
youth, when He went to be about His Father’s business.
It really was a surprise to me when I saw the lights light
up the chapel altar and chairs, as a car slowly toured the parking lot, its
lights pointing toward me. My hour was
over, and a couple were entering the parking lot wondering, as I had: “Is anyone there?”
I had barely begun that last Joyful Mystery when they softly
tapped on the chapel door to be let in.
I stayed and finished that rosary, that time alone with God,
in the darkness. I felt wide awake,
refreshed.
For that night, I had seen a great light.
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May Divine Mercy come to you and all those affected by the bad weather and flooding.
ReplyDeleteI love this post about your beautiful Holy Hour and the insights God shared with you. Holy Hour is always a special time, and this one even moreso. Your prayers and meditations bring hope, Joy and repentance to those you hold in those prayers. Thanks for sharing that with us.
Things are getting better around here. Certainly if anyone does, you know how overwhelming a flood disaster can be. I remember.
ReplyDeleteAs some visitors mentioned yesterday, I am greatly blessed that both of the parishes I attend have all-day adoration available. I am so used to stopping there, I forget what a blessing it is to have it available. And --- as they pointed out --- it leads for a greater desire to participate in God's actions in the world, as witnessed by the many vocations flowing out of both parishes.