I know that if I am living my life as I should, I am echoing
Jesus’ words and actions. But on rare
occasions, I seem to see Him echoing mine.
I just read what sounded like an echo.
In recent days, I have felt the presence of His Spirit, and
in various ways His telling me that, especially in dark times, I am not
alone. I had a friend say these words to
me recently because I am in her life.
And today the words resonated in my heart again, as I visited other
friends who told me of their witness to God’s presence in their lives. And then I read this Gospel commentary in The
Better Part (--- Oops, I just paused in writing this here, as a friend came up
to me in the adoration chapel to thank me for a book I had given her. She said she bought a copy for her mother for
Mother’s Day, and copies for two other friends --- I guess a little witness
goes a long way.) But, from the Better
Part, Reflection 289 on John 16:16-33 are these words:
Christ the Friend Mary:
“I am not alone…” Jesus could say that, because
he was always united to his Father through prayer and obedience. But he also wants you to be able to say
that. He never wants you to feel the
angst of loneliness, of not being known and loved by someone close at hand. Hell is eternal, unrelieved loneliness, because
in hell there is no love. But you are
never alone. He dwells in your heart,
and he is always speaking with you, guiding you, and loving you. He has given you his presence in the
Eucharist and his grace in all the other sacraments. He has extended his Incarnation through the
living Church. He sends you the messengers
of creation and art and beauty of every sort as gifts and reminders that he is
always thinking of you and looking forward to welcoming you home to
heaven. He has given you the Bible, the
saints, and your vocation to spur you on to know and love him more and
more. He even gave you me, his own Mother,
so I can watch over you as closely as I watched over him. He wants to bring you life; he wants to bring
you joy. Truly you can say, even when
everyone else abandons you, as everyone abandoned him, “I am not alone.”
Christ in My Life Teach me
to pray, Lord. Teach me to pray in your
name; to pray with faith; to pray unceasingly.
Teach me to pray for the people you have entrusted to my care. You want to shower your graces down upon
them, and you are just waiting for me to open up the faucet by my sincere,
trusting prayers. In your name, Lord
Jesus, I beg you to send the Father’s blessing and the Spirit’s grace into
their hearts.
I am such a product of my times, Lord. I am a coke machine Christian. I want to put the dollar in the slot, press a
button, and have holiness pop right out.
I still resist the cross. No
more, Lord. You have promised that if I
trust in you and follow you, all my sorrows will change into the kind of joy
that nothing on earth can taint. I cannot
say that I like to suffer, but I can say that I trust in you, Jesus….
I am never alone. You have made sure of that by giving me your
friendship. I am sorry for being so
closed in on myself at times. I spend
most of my day living as if I were alone.
In my heart I monologue with myself, while on the outside I bustle and
chat. And where are you? I don’t want to relegate you to a few minutes
in the morning and a few at night. I
want to live in your presence, because I know that’s what you want.
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I guess I should copy here a document,
words I felt compelled to write a few weeks ago and share with some men’s
groups, about not being alone, about witnessing God’s love. Not coincidently, I’m sure, the priest ended
his sermon this morning with the words: “We
need to go out to the world and be witnesses to God’s love”
How I Witnessed His Love
To My Family
·
Prayed
Before Meals Together
·
Prayed
Rosary/Divine Mercy Together
·
Went
to Weekday Mass
·
Read
Catholic Bedtime Stories
·
Listened
to/Watched Catholic Stories Together
·
Discussed
the Sunday Gospel Readings/Homily
·
Visited
Lonely Seniors Together
·
Participated
in Charity Work Together
·
Exercised
& Prayed Together (Soulcore.com)
·
Responded
to anger with: “Jesus, I love You.”
·
Punished
my child: “Go kneel down for 30 minutes and pray for yourself”
To My
Neighbors
·
Smiled
and Said: Thank You or God Bless You
·
Walked
Outside and Said the Rosary/Divine Mercy Prayer
·
Prayed
Before Meals in Public & Asked Servers if I Could Pray For Them
·
Participated
in a Parish Ministry/Event
·
Tipped
Service Provider and/or Said Thank You
·
Helped
an Elderly Neighbor
To The
World
·
Wore
Catholic Clothing/Jewelry
·
Signed
Emails with Catholic Quotes
·
Letters
to Politicians, Editors, Co. Execs on Catholic Issues
·
Donated
to Catholic Charities
·
Participated
in Pro-Life Events
·
Prayed
For/Supported New Vocations
·
Bumper
Stickers/Home Décor (Visible Catholic Signs)
·
Letters
to Priests/Bishops
·
“Thank
You Jesus” Moments (as a reaction to bad interactions)
I told the
men’s groups that it is good the work they are doing, reading and listening and
discussing words and doctrine to help them grow stronger in their faith, but I
feel strongly that now is a time they must go out and witness that faith, to be
a light in the world. Some of the
examples above are ones I have done, and some (obviously) I have not. But they are meant only to be thought starters,
of how to be a witness of love in this world.
And, again,
not by coincidence I am sure, I listened to the Catechism in a Year podcast for
today, in which Fr. Mike read these words from Paragraph 1022 of the catechism: “At the evening of life, we shall be judged
on our love.”