Yesterday, I took a friend to the ER, and waited in the crowded emergency room with her, for hours. She ultimately was admitted to the hospital. For the next few days, I will stay away from any gatherings, in case I might have caught some illness, and be a carrier of it.
I thought and prayed about not attending daily mass, and I finally resolved to watch the daily mass aired on EWTN. Thoughts of what I would miss in the live participation weighed on me; I was so used to going to daily mass and receiving Holy Communion. I had forgotten all the benefits I had received back when I previously watched daily mass on TV, all during the Covid-focused times. But I forgot; now I was focused on “me” and my feelings --- until I heard the EWTN priest’s homily this morning.
My life is not about “me.”
Unlike some saints, we are
called not to be martyrs, but to a hidden death, to let go of ourselves, to
sacrifice, quietly, willingly, surrendering to the new life Jesus wants to give
us.
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Fr Mark Mary Irondale, Alabama
Don’t fret about the past, or even the future. Live life now, with Him. “My name is I AM.”
I pray you both are doing well.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your prayers. She had all 5 toes removed from one foot, but now is home and healing nicely.
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